Where can I get some discipline?

Since I can remember discipline has not been a close friend; if you shall ask I may have been a closer friend of procrastination and lack of commitment. (exhibit 1 . As you can see it took almost 2 years to write a new entry to my brand new blog)  I recently started reading the book "Discipline Equals Freedom by Jocko WIllink" trying to find an answer to the question that has been in my mind for years. 

Today this book implanted a good hint in my mind, I've been pursuing discipline as something external as something that has to be imposed to me from the outside. I most admit I have never give too much thought to the concept of "Self Discipline" which is mentioned in Jocko's book and may be the answer to mu big question. Self discipline comes from the self "ME" and it comes "when you make a decision to be disciplined" 

Make the decision of being Self-Disciplined Make the commitment 

In case you are interested: 

https://www.amazon.com/Discipline-Equals-Freedom-Field-Manual/dp/1250156947

Will it be possible???

Will it be possible to change? 

Will it be possible to do things different?

Will it be possible to turn all things around? 

It is ... Probably the problem is how to be consistent with th decisions you made.

The other problem is actually to keep committed with the fire of your heart .. Wtf? ... It shouldn't be that hard when is for you ,isn't it? 

I can do it I will do it ... I want to do it 

Full of energy

This is my second semester. Definitely las one was though maybe because 12 years have passed since the last time I took a class... This semester is different I've only attended 2 classes but I feel full of energy, full of ideas and basically hungry for more .... 

It's amazing how things change and is specially amazing how much knowledge Si out there for free... But is even more amazing the way we waste time on stupid things. 

I'm sure I can't change from one day to the other.. And so on I will fell again into wasting time mode ... At least I'm convinced that this time I will try harder to make things right 

Die neuen Abenteuer des Wissens

It's been a while since I've been thinking about writing again... For long time I rather doing it on paper; just because I had the crazy idea that maybe  someday someone will read my notes and find something worthy for his life. At some point at least in my mind the idea that it will be easier to find my notes on paper than in a blog was the reason behind writing on paper.  The big question here is why? Why do I want someone to read my notes? in the end I won't ever find about it. even if now someone have access to my notes definitely he/she won't tell me.
Well lets start again. now that I lost the hope of finding my old blog... lets start something new.